So sometimes I find myself staring at the question, can I be all the ways I see myself in my own mind at once? OK so that's a weird way of putting it, but basically everyone has a self image tucked away in their head. basically its how you think other people view you, (i think there is an actual psychology term for it) but the weird thing (or at least its kinda weird to me) I have like at least 3 different versions of how I could be. One being some kind of Nomad Wanderer, another being a teacher in another country and one being some kind of computer person, like HTML working at one of those "cutting edge" company (like cut-co or inter-slice). Yet from where I stand now, none of those are really there. I don't know if all those are just way to far out of my grasp or my mind constantly battles with what I need to do with my life.
Honestly I just want to do something I like, I am stuck in a dead end job now which I hate every second of. I made a resume (first time since High School) and I am planning on the escape very soon.
God I seriously hate my job!!
I need passion I need drive.... I just need something, something to let me know I have purpose.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
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